When I came out about my sister molesting me my dad said 'you're mad at her but you're fine with me' and gave a sick, twisted laugh. I've been in denial about it most of my life (I had a couple flash backs but then went back into denial). All of this happened when I was around 8 years old. My dad also whored me out to other men one time. I believe she listened to him because he had verbally and physically abused her for over thirteen years and that messed her up in the head. He told her to leave the room, she did, and then he did the rest of the stuff to me. He let her in, she grabbed his arm and said 'you, you' in a shaking voice. My mother heard me scream when he performed oral sex on me and banged on the door. I became unconscious after that so he may have done more but I don't remember it. I remember one time he drugged me, kissed my neck, performed oral sex on me, bent me over the bed, tied my hands behind my back, inserted a vibrator into my butt, video taped it, and told me he was going to make a lot of money and I wasn't going to get any of it. There were many times when he would kiss my neck. My Dad sexually abused me when I was a child.